so now?

Hmm. Some very unexpected and unpleasant realities have snuck into my life recently... I am not sure what to think or feel except a bit numb. I am going to try, however, to focus on the good, such as the interview I had on Monday that went really well and the delicious meal I had with H. last Thursday. She is such a dear, dear friend.


Parmesan and spinach risotto. Butternut squash mash. Freshly baked challa bread. Wine (you could ask me what kind, but I couldn't tell you).

Also, I had to turn down the job in Maine. It was difficult, but it was the right decision.